>>9585453You and me share the same painful road. I can relate to your story very much because that is what happened to me 4 years ago, i lost everything too. The love of my life and my dearest friends. Suicidal thoughts is the beginning but trust me, you got it what it takes. You may never look your life again how it was and it might never be the same, you lost the faith in people and life. It is very hard to build trust again to closest ones. I pray for you Anon. Good luck on your journey and may you find happiness and peace after the hardships your life has given to you.
