Just because that one time in high school, you weren't as romantic as you ought to be, doesn't mean there's nobody on Earth willing to love you unquestionably and for you to be ready in returning that feeling.
Or last time you played yourself a fool - weren't you genuine regarding your thoughts? It's not always your fault to be the one in wrong or have rather odd views about certain topic - especially when you're always open for more information and can value everybody's criticism, standpoints.
Nobody's ever perfect - and for sure not forever.
Such idea should never mean you any harm, especially not at the cost of your nerves, stress and continuity of it's vicious circles.
It's all in the name of self improvement, Anon - even most pitiful and miserable of our deeds can be used as markings for better (You).
At least be glad you are able to notice them, otherwise that would be just disastrous~
ᴬᶫᵗʰᵒᵘᵍʰ ʷʰᵒ ᵏᶰᵒʷˢ ʰᵒʷ ᵐᵃᶰʸ ᶫᶦᵉˢ ᵇᵉʸᵒᶰᵈ ᵗʰᵉ ʳᵉᵃᶜʰ ᵒᶠ ᵒᵘʳ ᵐᵉᵐᵒʳʸ ᵃᶰᵈ ʳᵉᶜᵒᵍᶰᶦᵗᶦᵒᶰ⋅⋅

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