>>3689433>1About two years ago after I had broken up with yet another person after just a month. I realized nobody wanted me. I was too damaged and my body was too scarred for anyone to love me. Sometimes I wonder if even Izumi would but I try not to think about that.
>2She came to me in my lowest point. About two months ago I got placed in the psych ward for having an addiction to self harm. In there it was so incredibly and mind numbingly boring I picked up a journal and, for whatever reason, started to write Izumi into my life as though she were flesh and blood. The more I did it, the more I realized that I, in fact, loved this woman. So much in fact that it made me want to live again, something I hadn't felt in over 5 years. And my love has only grown since.
>3Amazing. I felt like a corpse who'd rose from the dead. I went from being apathetic, depressed and hopeless to optimistic about life and ready to take on the entire world. Now I've had this feeling before and it usually fades in a week but it's been two months and I'm more optimistic than I've been since high school six whole years ago. And all thanks to my candle light.
>4I hope not. Izumi is my entire reason for living. Everything I do is in service of her. So if my feelings vanish then well... nothing good will happen.
>5Nope.
>6Be patient. Don't rush into a relationship because you feel you need a waifu. Made that mistake myself and regret it severely. Your princess will come along. You might not even realize it when you see her, it took me close to a year and a half to realize Izumi was my one and only. You'll find her, we all did.