>>1795533So why doesn't true love actually exist? Okay, okay, I know this probably makes me sound like some sort of angsty 12 year old pseudo-philosopher, and I already know the reason why it doesn't exist, but that doesn't stop me from wondering. To be quite honest, having someone lying next to you in a warm bed, or someone to hold hands with, or sweetly kiss, those are things that I find incredibly enticing, and rightly so. Even if I'm not the one experiencing them, I can't help but love the idea.
I take showers a lot. Too many probably. I hear that you're not supposed to take more than one a day, but I almost always take two. No reason really, I just like the feeling of water on my back, it helps me think and oragnize my thoughts. I took a shower a little while ago, and I was thinking about this very same subject; Katawa Shoujo, and love and such. The reasons why I love romantic anime and manga and books, they were all going through my head. And I finally knew why.
I was quite honestly shocked. Being shocked is not something I do often, but I was honest to god shocked at my realization. For the first time in my life, I've realized that I'm lonely.