>>1795531I'm big into figures and the like, and I've always been fascinated by sculpture, but I don't seem to have the knack for it. Clays and such can get fairly expensive too, so maybe I'm lucky. Reading books and writing are interesting to me, I have my occasional reading fever where I work through a number of books in a short period of time before I disregard the medium completely for a few months. I write every once in a while, but my writing is pretty damn awful, and the resulting frankenstein of a story is shoved into a folder never to be opened again. Why I even keep my writings, I don't know. Actually, thinking about it, using frankenstein to describe my writings is a bit funny when I think about it.
Of course, there are other things I'm interested in. Such as being a super robot pilot, or being the captain of a spaceship! Those things would probably be hard to turn into a reliable source of income I gather. Anyways, my complete lack of talent or money can be directly linked to my imperforate apathy. I am so goddamn lazy, I swear. To me, the process doesn't matter, I just care about the end result, which would explain my total absence of practice. That said, I enjoy the buildup to it, but only if it's free of frustrations, hence, why I stopped giving a shit about art.
I've begun to recognize a pattern with myself. The times when I feel like writing out stupid asinine shit like this is when I've experienced, or read in some cases, a particularly moving story. Idiosyncratic I would say, as I really couldn't give less a fuck about the problems of other people in most cases, yet I'm often moved to tears by the stories and struggles of the people, or things, in the anime and books I love so much.
