>>4325132>they've known of her for much longerWho cares.
>they've gotten many more commissions done of herWho cares.
>Some of my favorite drawings of her, some that I've spent hours staring at, were probably commissioned by them too.Probably would have just blocked those pictures out of your mind, but it can't be helped.
Honestly, stop comparing yourself to other people and just look at what you can do for your wife.
Look at what goals you could do to improve yourself for her and look at what she wants from you at HER perspective.
No one is by default has value on who deserves her over the other, she is not a trophy wife that can be won over by how much commissions you paid for.
Best you can do is doing the best as you can for your wife and focus on your own little personal goals instead of comparing yourself to other people.
