>>4235669I rarely browse /a/ anymore, and I'm too busy working and mentally dealing with HPPD again after having dealt with 2 trips, which happened to be 2 days apart, out of which one nearly killed me because I accidentally got myself into serotonin syndrome situation again. Dangerous trip came first, then I redid the trip because I couldn't stand the idea of losing the trip which I so meticulously crafted. I threw so many elements into the trip, lowered my tolerance to zero by not tripping for a month, I even came to post here on the day of the trip because I wished for something to spark inside me again.
I wanted to plow through all this information and then I found myself having to grasp for my own dear life.
