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After I woke up and realized my life, my happy life, was fake, I couldn't be consoled. I tried everything—drugs, TV, friends. People would try to comfort me but they didn't understand. They thought I was being silly. I bought ancient books in order to perform magick rituals in the hopes of bringing her to life, but nothing worked. She is still not with me. I no longer believe in God. How can I if a love like mine cannot find its partner?
