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I never was good with writing about my feelings. There always was that certain part that got lost in 'translation' whenever I tried, something too abstract to describe properly. But as I find myself thinking about her during another sleepless night, my mind and heart both yearning with desire to understand these feelings inside of me, I decided to give a try at transcribing them, to myself as well as this thread.
I cannot say that I felt the same about her from the moment I saw her; her design caught my attention but attraction to a body alone is as fleeting and shallow as it can get. It also wouldn't be correct for me to claim that I disliked her in any way, it was more of an indifference. She was there, in the back corner of my mind alongside many, many other characters. I am not certain on how nor when it began, but this has changed. I found myself thinking more about her as the time passed, trying to partake in any discussions about her (which there were little of, and mostly ended in me grumbling to myself in dissatisfaction over how the other person had no idea what they were talking about), even attempt to purchase some (non-existent) merch just to have something to look on when working. She was growing on me. I have begun to daydream, to create scenarios with her and wonder how she would react - I recently have picked up drawing just to be able to better express myself. Day by day, these feelings have slowly progressed, grown and evolved into something precious to me, and I am thankful because of that.
