>>4235980It's actually bullshit interaction, I used 5-meo-mipt which is a psychedelic with a quirk of being able to cause serotonin release, which should be fine on its own cause I tried that substance many times before. But this time it made me overload and I don't know if it was speed from 4 days earlier that interacted with it somehow or was it weed that my friend treated me with which was very likely not pure grass. I know what shouldn't be mixed, this time might just have been an issue of wrong timing. I'm not suicidal and I stopped doing the mixture trips where I did psychs and combined them with weed/ketamine/stims/opioids all at once. I stopped doing those trips, now I keep my trips purely psychedelic. And somehow I have failed at doing it correctly this time.
>>4236180Psychs can let you access your love better though, see into the feeling and extend it. The most surefire way to see your waifu on psychs is to actually modify set and setting and actually look at the pics of your wife and think about her and wish for her to appear. It might not work and you might get overwhelmed with realizations of existential nature but you're still likely to see her. I use psychs as a booster of imagination and I don't trip in dark environment where you expect OEVs to show up but rather just sit in the living room and let the eye of imagination paint a person for me.
That being said I'm salty about lucid dreams cause I never got good at them enough to actually see myself in happy situations like dates or just meeting together. My dreams always had this introspective/conceptual feel to them which uncovered the nature of waifu in my mind rather than show me the girl herself.
