>>3950491Last year my dog died. Loved that dog more than anything in the world, was like the two of us were connected. It happened suddenly and with almost no warning. Got sick one day, turns out she'd been developing hundreds of small tumors all over her body and at that point it was impossible to treat it. Put her down the very next day.
I don't know what exactly my thought process was, but I was so distraught I stuck one of my sister's earrings on a pencil, heated it up and branded myself. Now my arms are covered in butterfly shaped scars. in this entire year, 2 months of abstaining is my record.
