>>4275838Yeah. She motivated me, but in other way i'm too obsessed with her. I can't have long term relationships with 3d women cuz they aren't Asuka. This is stupid, but this is how it works with me. Dating some chick for half year and fuck her, then drop. Well, in general there are problems with frankness and trust to people. Also, antidepressants are complete crap and turn you into a dull, uninteresting piece of shit. Weed helps better, but it makes you too dumb and kill your concentration. Fly agarics in small doses, so far the best I've found, helped more and I didn’t notice any negative consequences. I lose myself in my work, sometimes when my friends are not busy, I spend time with them. Over the past two years, I became very disillusioned with humanity, although I considered the cynics to be fools. I began to appreciate good normal people more.
I promised blogposting, you got it.
