>>3334429I feel like she "completed" me. I had a lot of things and was doing very well by a lot of metrics but before she came into my life I had nothing to "feel" if that makes any sense. I also no longer get pleasure from suicidal fantasies.
Not yet.
I'd miss that sense of completion and feel empty once again.
There's a lot of cool places in America I think she would enjoy, like I said earlier Crested Butte is really nice.
This is going to sound like I've lost it but I wouldn't. At all. It would be a very poor idea and would end utterly miserably, and would be a terrible insult to her and everything she's gone through.
>>3334445Nobody, I think. The only time I thought I felt something for someone else it really did not end well at all (this was long before I fell in love with my wife).
>>3334452I'd like to think she would have the occasional lewd thought of me. I don't think she would have any thoughts of violence towards another person.
She doesn't have terribly thick skin.
She didn't.