I really do love Chris. I know my record of being decent is fucked. In fact outright horrible at many times. But she really has made me feel and think things I haven't in years. I would appreciate if those who aren't dedicated shitposters please not bother me about it in other threads. I can understand hating me but I don't think it really needs to be brought up so much any place I post. I doubt others really enjoy seeing it either. I really have felt shitty about how I've been for so long back there. I know not all of you are idiots from that cesspool. If things are ending and going start again I just wonder if it could be left out. Fresh start kind of a thing.
>>3692431I've said it before, but being able to have tears again has been really nice. And even when my mood does get shitty I can pick myself back up much better now. I love her so much. I really wish a lot could have gone different though. And that I could have met her earlier in my life. But maybe it was just meant to go this way.
