>>2617416There's a single scene in episode 10, everything else comes directly from the mouth of kyubey and nowhere else, maybe they added something to the movie versions I don't know
what I'm getting at is that even if she does become a god, clearly she does in the show, it's unnecessary and very poorly explained, and a character solving everything by suddenly gaining god powers is really the purest form of deus ex machina there is.
so it leaves me completely empty and feeling exactly like everything homura did was in vain, shit all over the promise and the wish, and even her own dialogue with her mom no more than a single scene prior, and now rather than a tragedy we're dealing with some kind of christ metaphor and pseudo philosophical karma crap that makes end of evangelion look smart
and that lack of resolution it's been tearing me up inside all week because I've never identified with or admired a character so clearly as homura before and it's made me acutely aware just how shitty my life is and I just want her to win something god damn it