>>4009934thats the point though, its meant to show how desperate shinji (anno) was to live in the past. when you get so depressed that you invent stories like this, reality takes a back seat. ive been there, and you dont stop and cknsider if what youre saying makes any sense. its disorienting, and thats what i think the last two movies were trying to showcase. depression isnt clear, its not simple, and it definitely does not make sense. trying to represent it in a way that makes sense just isnt possible, and thats why they sre so full of nonsense; because its authentic.
maybe this is super pretentious, "its purposely bad lol" but i seriously think it was intentional to display just how messed up you can get. like those painting that mentally ill people do that are just scribbles. the chaos represents something greater than the face or whatever they were drawing originaly.
