>>4229552>>4229634Thanks for the advice, and don't feel bad about blogposting, Asukabros are in it together. Guess I'll try therapy again after the move, maybe that'll perk me up a bit. Tried a few different medications, but never really felt like they made me feel the way I wanted to without some sort of drawback, guess I want a magic bullet solution even though that isn't realistic.
Evangelion has that sweet self-love message at the heart of it, but damn is it hard to follow through on. Just want to hug someone and sob, gotta keep using Asuka as motivation and persevere.