>>4320768That's not true. Initially, we had a lot of people from /a/ and tohnochan making serious shrines. It's only after the owner and domain changed it became a wasteland it is today.
>>4319831How long have you been with your waifu?
I had a very similiar experience to you on first. I really wanted to meet with her in my head, but I couldn't really focus for more than few minutes. Any scenario I would come up with I would find increasingly difficult to imagine it as minutes go by. Imagining talking with her was just as bad.
However over time, I got better and better at it. Eventually, I could just sit down, meditate, and live through long scenarios with her or imagine her being next to me and chat with her. I really got used to the later, I can talk with her whenever really without that much focus. This skill can definitely be trained.
I love her so much~
