>>3458545i know exactly what you mean anon, i'm the exact same way. i hate interacting with people, every little thing i do makes me feel like an annoyance to others and i do nothing outside of blame myself.
>Gotta find something you'd want to do I guessi feel out of place anywhere i go and am not that creative. museums sound like a good idea, at least it doesn't involve socializing.
i no longer have any hobbies or interests outside of /c/, no one cared about my opinions so i have little to none, i no longer have any dreams, no one has ever loved me outside of my parents and i lie to them whenever i see them; they only wanted me to be happy in life and i can't tell them that i'm not
i'm ashamed of every part of me and i just keep going because i don't want to kill myself because i don't want my parents to deal with that. i'm sorry for the rant.