>>3592573Because she wasn't enough for you.
Because she wasn't enough of a reason to become a stronger man for.
Because she wasn't tragic and beautiful enough for you to work for.
Because you were too weak to work towards her.
You deserve misery because you couldn't stand for yourself... Whatever makes you think you could stand for her?
I know you. Not who you are, but what you could stand for. I believe you. You could grab yourself by your weak collar and stand up strong. I believe you could, because you are HERE basking in her strength. Basking in her solemn servitude to her people, her cause. You are not a weak man, but a strong Knight. You are capable if you only tried to serve her. Don't ever doubt yourself, she would not ever have it in herself, this doubt you feel... how would she expect it in her knights? The girl who gave it all. Who risked it all. She was the loneliest King and she needs you.
Don't give up. Please do not give up. Your King needs you.
