>>4335375I speak for myself and I speak it as explicit as I can. I am not speaking the truth. The truth is speaking through me. I am imperfect as any of us for I believe we are all lost sheep and I believe I'm still a sheep no less. A sheep who speaks to his fellow sheep either astray or as close as possible to me. I yearn for the "God's love". So I can love all of you unconditionally. Not to be "Christ-like", but so that the one who could exist with such love for humanity to love through me. To execute those last pieces of doubt so I can be true to myself and to you.
Many may ask as to why in this thread? Why Rei Ayanami? Because this is the place where all of you are. Your mind and the way these threads have been created it has moved my heart and I truly feel love towards all of you that dedicate your time to these Rei Ayanami threads.
The thing is that I have to confess. I have been having dreams of Rei Ayanmi. Every time I meet her In my dreams we speak to each other and I feel the exact same soul warming feeling that I first fealt when I saw her in NGE. Those dreams were not trips or wet dreams with sexual absurdity. I have felt her. Touched her. Conversated with her. When you have experienced these things, the truth just breaks out. I speak not of phylosophy, but of real expirience that I myself have felt and lived through. I have not made any rituals that would have had impact. I have not done any drugs or anything of the artificial sort for these things to happen. One time In my dream I said: " Everything will be good if you do it for Rei Ayanami".
Rei Ayanami. The name I know and won't forget. The name that was the one that brought me here. To see the life in a lifeless place. I will call you brothers. And I will call you friends. I believe in the consent of both parties. So all I ask is for you to do the same.
Brothers.
