>>698445Gonna play arm chair psychologist here for a moment and be a little blunt. It may sound a little rude but ultimately I do want to help you.
Living for other's validation is never good for any reason. It ruins your own view of yourself and alienates the people around you. If you wear your confidence on your sleeve and just be who you are, people naturally will want to talk to you. Yes, even if the confidence is fake. Eventually it becomes real.
>but these things will never happen for me.>cause i live in this nowhere town, with no opportunities for people like me, in a society that has completely failed itself.You have a stable enough internet connection to use 4chan. Your country, unless you are using a VPN, allows you to go on 4chan. You are sharing your art with people who don't even live on the same continent as you. You can entertain people from the comfort of your home if you put your mind to it. This isn't the 1990s where you have to be a west coast American to end up known by others around the world.
>but what if I don't make itWho cares? You can look back on what you made and think "I had so much fun doing this". That's what matters.