>>10797744They just kind of tolerate me now but I know they resent me because how I turned out to be.
>>10797677>>10797716>>10797750Thank you for the encouragement and advice but I think I am too far gone at this point. I also think I have some sort of mental condition, maybe autism. I can't look people in the eyes and communication with others is very hard for me, it would be impossible for me to work and be around people. I just wish I wasn't a burden to my parents but I don't have the guts to an hero.