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I dont have a well functioning family and i never had one, my gf stopped caring about me which is absolutely killing me inside but i understand i may simply not deserve attention, i ended basically all of my friendships due to feeling like a worthless piece of shit, havent meet a single person that wasnt a complete stranger since i moved out last month, my studies and artistic """career""" are going nowhere due to me being extremely low iq, i was never raised to function properly, i am unironically going crazy from loneliness and i don't remember a day when i last havent cried for 24 hours straight. I lost all motivation to train and improve myself despite that being my goal for many months now, and I am so pathetic i am still failing driving exams at 21 and i was so bad at my last summer job my boss told me to fuck off despite me doing absolutely everything i could and working my ass off.
I am also extremely fucking mad at the current world right now, i want to live my life like a human being and everything (not only the coronashit) is forcing me to stay and just exist and vegetate like in some fucking dystopian nightmare.
Im really sorry guys if that was too much.