>>45000251>>45000307>>45000318>>45003282>>45003643Thanks for your replies. I've actually been thinking about that a lot, not just move cities but to an entire different country altogether. The thing with my country is that, unlike the US, for example, that has major cities all over the nation and even the suburban areas are just as populated, we have the Capital where most of the population is, then some bordering cities which are also densely populated, and then a third "ring" which is where more tranquil cities are (which is where I live), but further from here, further from the Capital, it becomes way too rural. Like there's nothing, the other provinces are sort of forgotten/empty, and the entire country revolves around the Capital and these "rings", so even if I moved to another place that was close enough to working areas, it'd still be close to these people, to this life. Most of them live in my city or the next one (my abuser specifically lives like 10 blocks away but luckily I never cross them), and everyone and their mothers work in the Capital so I can't really escape it here. Luckily, last January I got my German passport/citizenship done and I've been studying the language on my own for quite some time now, so hopefully once this whole Covid thing is over I can move there, far away from everything and start anew. Nobody that knows me, no family, no nothing, just me. I'm also lucky that my college career is one of those "flexible" ones that don't tie you to your country.
And again, sorry that all my replies are such long blogposting messes.