>>55659398OP, please do not listen to this guy:
>>55659651You were born the way you were for a reason. You don't need to be like May to be happy. The only way you can be happy in this life is accepting the person that you were born as and embracing it.
Lose weight and take slow steps to improve your health, diet and appearance. Figure out what haircut looks best for the shape of your head. Learn a skill like a language, musical instrument, hell you could even learn animation and draw your own beautiful waifus. That will make you happy. Trooning out will not.