>>46997276>favorite and whyI guess I am just as basic as that. Gardevoir is literally designed to trust you unconditionally and won't ever leave you. Can't imagine a better companion.
>mental state.Somewhat alright I guess. I study at university, but because of Corona I have been stuck at home for basically 1.5 years now. And I found out the hard way that I have difficulties studying in my own room (you know, with a million distractions readily available), so I guess my learning efforts have been less then optimal.
Which sucks because I'll take my final exams in September.
If I do decent there, then I should be all good, but if I don't, then I have no idea what I'll do then. There's no backup plan, no alternative.
Strangely enough however, this doesn't seem to bother me nearly as much as it should do.
What bothers me is the fact that I am slowly coming to the realization that I'm probably going to be alone.
I guess I look kind of average, but I have the social skills of a ten year old. I was bullied basically for my entire school life and instead of getting my shit together and doing something about it, I just disengaged from as much social contact as possible. I hid like a coward. And now I am in my mid twenties, and the last time there was a woman in my life that I could consider a friend (or hell, that I even talked to regularly) was in early elementary school. I am the sexless, kissless, handholdless virign that usually only exists as a caricature of an incel.
I fear that I will end up in a decent job, but without a family of my own, which leaves me without purpose.
Or even worse, my desire for a romantic relationship will lead to me marrying one of these harpies that marries me only to someday leave me for someone else and take the kids and a sizable amount of alimony with her.