>>37573257>mostly cleaning my room and trying to get it functional again>i've also been going outside way more than usualThat's great! I always personally feel super reivigorated after cleaning up my room. Same with reinstalling my PC or emptying out my any inboxes or curating feeds on any social media sites. Taking a short walk around the block is also a good way to clear one's mind.
>i do at least recognize that my own decisions and lack of discipline have led me to where i am todayYeah, but the mere fact that you realize and want to do something about it already this puts you miles ahead of other losers who live their whole lives blaming everyone else for their situation.
Plus, we all learn from mistakes, and having been really down in the dumps, however painful it has been, is actually something you can use to your advantage simply by using it as reference point for any future hardships you face. Once you overcome this slump, most things in life that other people seem to worry about will feel fairly trivial.