>>44994501>forces me to apply to some jobs related to my degree only to never get a call/mail for a interview which, unironically makes me feel ¨safe¨ for avoiding the interviw, until I feel like a loser again. Guess I'm a pussy.This is relateable as fuck, I did this for years as a NEET who had never worked before until I finally landed a job though it was nothing amazing just some retail shit it was comforting to know I could handle it and actually did well though left before covid due to reasons. Then just as I was getting into a new fun job covid hit and now I'm basically living NEET life again. and yeah comparing yourself to others is something I do all the time I never feel good enough
I guess the "solution" is just keep it up and try and wrangle any job just to build some confidence and prove you can at least do things so you feel less worthless
