>>53921820>>53921820I don’t want to change my position on not having kids. People like me would be better off not existing. There’s 8 billion people on this planet so we’re past the point where everyone needs to have kids.
Also, being a senior citizen isn’t good enough. I’m not willing to be miserable for 30-40 more years for something that probably won’t happen. I don’t even want to live that long.
That is the problem with my motivation things just don’t make me happy.
I’m sorry for being difficult, at the end of the day, I just know I can’t take the pain of all the rejection I know I’ll face, and while I know if you lower your standards enough anyone can find a partner, but in my mind I’m simply not able to accept that height makes or breaks a man’s value, but it’s wrong and shallow to not be attracted to over weight women. If I’m not tall enough for women, then fat women aren’t thin enough for me.
Can you understand where I’m coming from? To not only be told your whole life your worth less because of an immutable characteristic you can’t choose and no amount of blood, sweat, and tears can fix, but oh woe is she, she eats a poor diet and doesn’t stay active but that shouldn’t negatively impact her worth. I just can’t do it. I busted my ass to get in good shape and it changed nothing I don’t think it’s wrong to expect someone to not get fat. I mean, I’m overweight now because I basically lost any motivation and passion I had to depression when the nihilism kicked in.
I already make more than $15 and hour, but $15 is now minimum wage because of incompetence in our leadership. Life unjust costs more and only people making less than $15 are making more. Everyone else may as well have gotten a pay cut due to inflation. I do have a job interview lined up for a better job, so I hope it goes well.
