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I can't describe how I'm feeling. I was recently kicked out of my house just after corona restrictions were lifted, I wasn't able to pack everything so they started trying to sell my stuff which has left me fucking angry. The economy here sucks, there are no jobs or houses and my only way out is leaving the country. I need money to leave though, and all my savings have either been spent or stolen.
Furthermore, the hallucinations are back. I don't know what causes them, don't know why I get them, all I know is it leaves me terrified every night. It's humilating, sobbing because of sounds and lights. I've backed myself into a corner where I'm too afraid to go therapy or anything, and I'm scared of taking any medication. Apparently my speech has become "increasingly confusing and insane", according to people around me, leading to my girlfriend threatening to leave multiple times, causing me to feel depressed and alone which just makes the hallucinations worse.
Also my 3DS broke so that sucks.