>>52501642I am doing better now, thx, picked myself up next month to finally get my 1st Job and started to lift a little bit (Used to carry 20 Litres of Drinks around at 14, couldn't lift my own pc a few weeks back). Payday rolled around the beginning of December so no more 2 sandwiches per day for me.
Only downer afterwards is when I boot up the backup drive of my dad to see how much he took pictures of over the last 25 years. Made me reflect on myself as well because there were barely pictures of me as a kid and as a teenager because I was so autistic and did dumb shit.
But it atleast gave me something important to remember: I was never alone, I just never looked up to where he was. I am not going to sink my head into the dirt.
Feeling better now overall, might start lifting more after the 2nd Payday.
