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I get so nervous about under-performing during sex that I prefer fapping, simply necause I don't risk being judged by another human being. I've been told a few times I'm incredible at it yet I can't help but feel that I cum too fast unless I'm high, so I've avoided sex for years, and it was at the point that even when I was with my ex, I would go to the bathroom to fap instead because sex puts pressure on me too much. I have a huge complex about pleasing my partner to the point where sex is very stressful.
I'm also very possessive and jealous, to the point where it isn't okay. I would get agitated if I had a girl that would hang out with any male outside of her family. I can't handle it.
I'm also a drug user sometimes and I have loads of abandonment issues from my mother attempting suicide several times, which makes it hard to form bonds because once I do, I inevitably become overly attatched. It's caused me to avoid females for years now eventhough I'm lonely because I fear rejection. I yearn to be wanted.
I also have a mommy fetish. Go figure.
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