>>55833608>i'll honestly be glad if she totally stops replying so I can stop anguishing over any of this and focus on my passions, hobbies, and dreamsIf you feel like this because you don't actually like this person, then it's okay. Nothing wrong with not spending energies on people you dislike. However, if you like them and actually want to build something with them, you'll have to let them know in some way. I think you might underestimate how much people can appreciate you being clear with them, even with stuff like admitting you couldn't reply because you were too tired. This is establishing a boundary and is part of a good foundation of human relationships. I mean in general, not just with this person.
>maybe I'll just go with gay love instead to sidestep all the women-related insecurities. just gotta find my kiki...Anon, if you're also attracted to guys like you've seemed to imply, that's perfectly okay. But I your insecurities don't seem limited to girls. Do you think you might feel more comfortable with a guy, sharing things like personal space?
So, I know I'm a fuck head and a cunt. I know you said even opening up this thread is too tiring. But I hope my words can reach you. As I said, I root for you. Giving up is not allowed for my Kiki friends.
>>55833489I love this idea. Aibou...
>>55833548I think Kiki would have an epiphany and realise being strong and winning against (You) isn't the be-all-end-all of things. He'd come to the same conclusion he gets during the Terapagos scene - that all he wanted was friends, freedom and happiness and winning the Champion battle is meaningless to that purpose. At least that's what I'd like to think.