>>28840990I don't know if this helps, but let's see.
I'm a girl who at age 15 lost every lifelong friend I had (for something I didn't even do, but that's another story) and became a shut in, anti social, and closed person.
Eventually this hit hard. When I tried making new friends it was awful, it's like I forgot how to talk to people and it made me really uncomfortable, it also reflected on others.
I had some random Steam friends, and last year one became interested in me.
And I'm not really good looking, but he's incredibly cute and.. I don't understand, reallyFast forward and nowadays we're a very happy couple, who love each other a lot, laugh together, share life views, and everything's just perfect.
..And I still don't have friends. I'm 21 now, in college, and I keep trying every day but fail. Other than small talk about exam results, people end my conversation attempts early, look uninterested, or ignore me.
Basically my point is: You may think you have no hope, and getting close to people is hard, but one day someone will come and just.. click with you. Love you for who you are for no apparent reason.
Best wishes for you, anon
