>>31844014A female co-worker that I had been attracted to for years confided in me the story of a dramatic incident regarding her drunk father, and she had started to cry in the office with just me there. I consoled her, as she did the same for me in the past. While I was comforting her, I had gotten excited, and I looked at her face a few times. She had crazy eyes, and I was warning her not to look at me like that, and I kissed her. And then I groped her, and it looked like she was enjoying it. It was a haze and I made myself stop it, my hands shaking from anxiety. I had taken advantage of her. She smiled and said she should be the one shaking. She left work and called the office five minutes later, condemning me over the phone for doing something like that. I thought of the worst possible situation. What if she told someone? What would happen to me? I wouldn't just lose my job. My mother had also been in the middle of a feud with my stepfather since she was certain he was cheating on her, so I decided to start building a suicide device using materials from Home Depot and picking up a helium tank. I didn't go through with it.
Writing this out made me realize that it's still nothing compared to other stories, but it is (to me) by far the most shameful thing I have done, despite the fact that I used an empty baby-wipes box as an artificial vagina when I was a teenager.
