>>35051560I get it, anon. I'm a full-time caretaker for my father, and for my mother before him, and for her relatives over my life... I've never really had the chance to do anything with my own life, and I feel like each day is the same as the last. I have no goals, or hopes, or dreams... I know that when my father passes on, I'll probably just end it, because I have nothing left to do with my life. I live in the sticks, so there's not much to do and I don't have anyone local to hang out with... but it's not all bad. I've learned to take pleasure in the small things..
Don't get disheartened, anon. A lot of people fuck up in college and still manage to get back on track -- or they find another path in life, too. I don't know you, but I believe in a future for you.
I believe in a future for all of us... even if it's naive or idealistic, I still want to hold out hope.
