/v/aggot here I finally figured it out. It's been bothering me ever since the graduation stream. This feeling that I couldn't identify. It's the same feeling I got when I finished Hotline Miami. That bittersweet feeling of being a part of an exciting adventure but now it's over and the hero(oine) is dead and gone and you're left sitting in the dark with this empty feeling of "what do I do now?". It's like being at a funeral, the deafening silence and shock in everyone's eyes. What do we do now? Where do we go? You can't stop it, you can make someone come back to life or un-graduate. Time just moves on and crushes you underneath if you don't get out of the way. And it's the same feeling I have now. I don't have a clue what to do.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IW1yCDcpTJkMaybe I just drank too much of the parasocial kool-aid.
