>>56965763Not everyone feels romantically attracted to their oshi. Some people see their oshi as a motherly figure, a little/big sister or even as a surrogate daughter if they have strong paternal feelings. And some people just like supporting their oshi as an idol, and aren't interested in relating to them in a romantic or familial sense. But in the end, it doesn't really matter how you categorize your feelings toward your oshi. So long as they make you happy, that's plenty good as-is.