>>68368390I don't know what you mean by this but also I do? or something
cliqueish may not be the word you're looking for, I think, she's just reticent, if you've been around since the start she's mostly an open book because she talks about things here and there over time, but if you turned up after she mostly stopped streaming you might feel a bit of a disconnect
no clue what you mean by the fans being cliqueish though, I can think of way worse than the chumbuds
