Every egirl wants to feel like an idol and live with the benefits of an idol: the bloated ego thanks to the thousands/millions of fans who love you like crazy, all the money they trow at you, shining on the stage in front of large audiences... shame that there isn't a western whore who wants to put in any efforts to prove they actually deserve all of the above, they all want it easy and handed to them on a silver plate, because this is the mentality of the average entitled western whore.
As soon as they get exposed for the whores they really are, they go full anti on their own fans. A clear example was Ame when she enabled the homos, another example is Kronii for the same reason and the most obvious example is Gura after she was called out for the WWE poll and the Valheim thing.
The fact she talked about getting sunburnt but didn't want to say HOW is yet another fact she despises her own fans, the people who handed her success on a silver plate and paid her bills, from the bottom of her heart.
The thought of chumbies seeing her bare skin at the beach disgusts her SO MUCH she doesn't even want to think about the possibility of us being within sand ball throwing distance from her, so much she doesn't even want you to entertain the though of her being in a swimsuit on a beach.
Meanwhile the perfect stranger, toxic and serial rapist Tyrone who just got out of jail and was chilling at the beach with his sheboon was able to ogle all over Gura's body for a whole day and all days after that because she's most likely going to the beach every day when it's sunny, one of her family members already got a nice homogeneous tan, she must be used to going to the beach around April-May.
To her, a literal stranger from the street is more trustworthy than chumbies. Just like that time at Mori's party, same shit. The thought that one of those strangers could be a chumbie terrifies her, they could be toxics or drunkards (they were as Mori said) or wannabe trashy cowboys but god forbid not the chumbies... and this again is why she acted like the party never happened, even after Mori openly talked about it
The fans are just stepping stones and disposable wallets, nothing more than numbers on an ATM screen, a bugged ATM with infinite credit is all they are. She's a manipulative liar and she knows she's an awful person, her shyness isn't because of social awkwardness, is because she cannot relate to the girls who love their fans, she thinks they're a bunch of fools and looks down on them, still not as much as she looks down on her fans though.
No amount of your namecalling to me will ever change this reality, the reality she so hard is trying to broom under a carpet to keep you believing in your dream, the dream that's being kept together like a mosaic with nothing more than dry semen, that nordic semen she worships so much.
