>>24817578I dream about being together with my oshi. I learned to lucid dream just so she could always be there when I dream. I love her so much it hurts every time I wake up, and it's dreadful and horrible to experience but the pain makes me yearn for her more so I'll dream about her again. I'm stuck in this never ending cycle of going through my day like a zombie, watching Mumei, and then dreaming about her so I can be with her longer. I'll keep doing it unironically until I die or find a girlfriend to keep my mind away from wanting to be eternally with Mumei. I just want to go back to the blissful sleep...