>>89317224basically a certain lolichuuba debuted and was probably self-posting here and I ended up getting too attached, said something stupid, then the next day a series of unrelated events took place that made me think someone was coming for me. It culminated in me trying to OD bc I thought I had to. So I end up in the psych ward, and when I got out, I was shook up and still felt paranoid so I deleted all my photos for some reason. And my Xitter got deleted while I was in the psych ward. Like not suspended, it just disappeared from existence. Then a few days later I saw I'd inspired the anatomy of a gamer thing, and it made me realize how retarded I really was, for everything but especially deleting years of art after what I'd done. My favorite loli artist made an OC for me and made the argument I always wanted to, and I couldn't even thank him by drawing her bc I didn't have any references.
