>>28430616A bunch of times actually. Organizing collabs and tardwrangling people is exhausting, so for a long time Kiara has been talking about wanting to not do it, and wishing someone else did. She's also specifically said she's not even gonna bother trying to organize another full Holotori (maybe smaller ones).
Until recently, she kept doing it anyways since no else did, and her annoyance at others being autistic surpassed her annoyance at having to do it herself, but she's been doing it less and less over time.
She's also talked about how she's not gonna invite people to collabs anymore since she's always the one doing it and organizing everything, but no matter how many times she says it, people still don't invite her (so sad) so she hasn't really kept her word on this one.
