https://youtu.be/ACV-i-b10io?t=2847https://youtu.be/OrxbO9VdT4s?t=6712This is what you should care about. Not this thread. You are here for HER. And there for here you shall be again. Write her a letter, do some art, remind each other why you love her, how she loved you, and make yourself worthy of her love as she will try to do so in kind.
You will hear her voice again and no anti is this thread is going to matter. Not a single post. But she will matter, and always has. So when she returns, you better be there again and show her that you love her. No excuses about not seeing her stream when you were able to shitpost on a west-taiwanese dressstitching forum for an hour.
Tomorrow you will have forgotten this thread existed. So better dedicate your time to something, to someone you will never forget till dementia dost you part, ok?