>>61612306ogey?
I don't feel like I'm coping anymore.
In fact, I feel a lot better than I have in weeks. She clearly doesn't take this seriously so I won't either. When she shows up, I'll watch her. When she disappears, I'll do other things I enjoy.
Yeah it's a big bummer that things are so different now, but it is what it is, and I think I've wasted enough time being sad about it.