>>65470175Her radio silence is a deliberate decision to help herself take a break. I'd bet she hasn't been reading any posts either to save herself from thinking about Hololive altogether while on break. It's hard because even she has oshis. Instead she's been trying to find alternative things to focus on.
What caused this? She isn't equipped for the position she has found herself in, but cares deeply about all of this and thus has become deeply depressed and stressed out. She was obligated to do what little she has done and put everything she could in to those, even when not really feeling up to it. She wants to stream, sing, chat, but it's currently very draining, because the shoes are too big, there are too many eyes on her and she has no definable direction she feels she should have as the leading vtuber. What she's struggling with is hard, because there really isn't a hand book how to handle it, so she's scrambling. The pains of pioneering a thing.
How will she return? If she can find it, it's with a determination to do something specific and letting outside opinions go and let happen what will, because that's how she and everyone else will be as happy as they will. "Wanna have fun? Get in the shark train, stinky"
