>>67609825Just don't be afraid to talk to someone about it if you're really down
I lost my dog of twelve years two years ago, and then the one we got after that died of surgical complications barely a few weeks after we'd adopted her (she didn't show any signs of distress at all, just went, she was about eight or so)
The sound of my father wailing woke me up when the latter passed, it was five in the morning the day after the surgery and she seemed fine and was wandering the house with him, and then she laid down and just.. went. The sound of that crying unironically haunted me for months and I'd wake up with a start sweating, hearing it in my head.