>>74847381I love pippa, and while I'm not blind to reality, it still hurts that she will never know or even think about me, let alone love.
I'm at a point where all I do is think about her
I got nothing else going on in my life, just that glimpse of hope that she can be with me someday, I dont even know what to do anymore. Id eat a bullet but i can't bare to do that to my mom while shes still alive