>>60588982I mean, I doubt she has a pic of me specifically, since she streams while I'm at work, so I can only watch VODs, except on weekends, but it's the thrill of this "what if tho" that gets the adrenaline pumping. It actually has me occasionally posting irl pics of myself on Twitter despite not being a camwhore or interested in any of that sort of clout.
It's definitely an unhealthy mindset, I need help.